I find myself resonating with Bhante Nyanaramsi during those hours when the allure of quick fixes is strong, yet I know deep down that only sustained effort is genuine. I’m thinking about Bhante Nyanaramsi tonight because I’m tired of pretending I want quick results. I don’t. Or maybe I do sometimes, but those moments feel thin, like sugar hi… Read More

Beelin Sayadaw crosses my mind on nights when discipline feels lonely, unglamorous, and way less spiritual than people online make it sound. The reason Beelin Sayadaw surfaces in my mind tonight is unclear; perhaps it is because my surroundings feel so stark. There is no creative spark or spiritual joy—only a blunt, persistent awareness that I mu… Read More